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Tropical Spice Garden, 2011

tentang esok. the start of something new. if life were a game, it feels like going to the next stage.
had a conversation with a dear friend. and when she started saying stuffs like - jaga diri, jaga solat, jaga peribadi. semoga ukhuwwah dipanjangkan oleh Dia....dan banyak lagi, suddenly it feels like there's a lump in my throat and dada terasa sebak and entah kenapa ada air jernih yang seperti mahu menitis di pipi. and this reminds me of why do people have to leave each other. T_T

and so...yeah...i might not be able to write as frequent as before. will soon be engaged to my studies :) tak sabarnya nak habis~ hehe

dalam kemeriahan aidilfitri dan dalam kesibukan membuat persiapan untuk 'the next stage', tanpa disangka disajikan dengan suatu pertanyaaan yang tanpa disangkakan membawa kepada suatu pengalaman yang entah bagaimana mahu diperkatakan. mengingatkan diri tentang 'sejarah' dan betapa diri ini banyak salah. for a split second, terasa it shouldn't have happened or I should've said 'no' in the first place considering my state/condition & history and I should've handled things differently. but then when i come to think of it again, Allah swt tidak jadikan apa-apa pun dengan sia-sia. ada hikmah and definitely there is something I should learn from what happened. teringat one line dari tak ingat movie apa - each person you meet has something to teach you :)

part of a poem by an unknown author -

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.