thattt feelin'

dingin salju. dingin lagi rindu. mencengkam kalbu. (Skadi Ski House, Jan 2012)

he washed my car this morning.

he bought me a new pair of shoes.

he surprised me with 2 packets of jambu few days back.

he boiled ladyfingers for me because he know i like them.

he asked if i want to buy laksa at pasar malam in case i forgot that i love laksa so much.

serious rasa sweet tu lagi sweet daripada dapat a bouquet of roses with chocolates dari boyfie chocolate cadbury dengan hazelnut praline atau the pink cotton candy :D

perhaps this is one of the hikmahs of my decision of not accepting the offer to further my study abroad - i get to spend more time with him and learn to appreciate him better. alhamdulillah.

kerana hikmah sejati tak selalu terungkap di awal pagi.

dan bila ditemui dan dicarigali, sungguh manisnya tak bertepi.

but no. no, that's not thattt feelin'.

thattt feelin' is the feeling of knowing semester break has come to its end

and i have to go back to uni tomorrow T_T

thattt feelin' when you know you gonna leave home. but it's not about the home after all although yes i do love my bed, my bathroom, the kitchen, the fridge, the washing machine, the dryer, the dining table, the air conditioner, the water heater (balik asrama kena mandi air sejuk! *shivers*), the stove, the pans, the pots, the tv, the sofa and everything very much.

it's about the people at home.

it's about father. 

ombak rindu.

Hatiku penuh dengan kata-kata

Karena itu tak kuucapkan sepatah pun suara

-Rumi-

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